Should I give up?

Should I give up?
I asked myself truthly & seriously....
I think i so let it go....
Forget the past......studies for my future?
He don`t even know how suffer am i love him.
It is HARD as a stones!
Because ours parents not allowed each other together!
I just like a child who lost thier teddy bear....
Without that teddy,I hardly sleep in the night.
I lost everythings....
& even my direction....my way.
I tried to forget,what did your mom scolded me before.
But i can`t....
But in your mind,you didnt take it serious about this thing was happened be4!
Before that,you do a lot of things wrong.
You betrayed me be4.
A lot of my friends scolded me that I`M STUPID.
Why forgive you?
"Margaret,why ue still give him another chance?"
WHY?
I sat/stand beside quietly.
I started ask myself again.
He still importance to me
No matter how bad he treaten me before,
In my heart just got him.
A lot of boys chased me before,
But i didnt give any respon to them.
I told them,
I am still waiting my ex-bf.
But my ex-bf got girlfriend d.
How SAD am i?
In that time,he went out v other girls.
So i went out v my bestie BRO,
Ming Feng,Kenny,Jason,Bern,Mindy,Angel & more....
They cheer me up & fetched me out.
Tried to maked me felt happy.
Bring me to Gurney Plaza,Batu Ferringgi & more....
Because i`m the person who always thinked NEGATIVE.
Yeah~I admited it.
In that time i used medicine to cure my stress.
Mindy knew that too....
I was happened at lasted year.
So during the Christmas eve,
I went to clubbing v my sista MINDY.
This was my 2nd times to CLUB xD
Ming Feng & Xiao Wei was there too =)
They so worries that I drunk,
In the end,Xiao Wei drunked 1st.
Haha...because they helped me to drink while some stranger kept forcing me....
But said the truth,how SEXY did Mindy & Xiao Wei DANCE!
MAN.....pretty owesome!
What the 2 hot chicks they are!
They dance so smoothly,sofly,sexyly & HOT....
I wish i can go CLUB again,when my Birthday!
In this April.....& i wants to dress up myself!
Buy a new high heel,cosmetics & more...
Then siao with them.
I hope that my friends could celebrate & bring me to there again!
I should enjoy my life & my SPM year!
I`m waiting for my Birthday...
Before i finish this article,anyone who visit in to my blog.
Please drop me a comment that should I give up.
Thanks...

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