Sunday, 29 March 2009

This is why i loved RAINY DAY~

28/03/2009
5.00pm++


What a silly girl rushed out from her house to find him.
I walked out near by my house...
find him from one by one shop of Nasi Kandar.
Icouldn't find him.
So i decided to take away a packet of Roti Telur.
The first thing that i should do when i reached home is....
"Makan saya punya Roti Telur"
"Lapar sangat u tau tak"


6.00pm
After food....
I heard a distant rumble of thunder.
Oh gosh...
It`s started to rain now.
I`m the 1st person who quickly rushed to upstairs.
"To my balcony......for my clothes"
My parents & my little younger monster went to Malacca for "Cheng Beng".
So i needed to do that =) ^^


After the clothes that i had been kept...
I was sat under the sky quietly without any words.
The wind increased in intensity.
The sky was overcast with thick and dark clouds.
The rain dropped with an annoying pattern on my skin,
& even on the top of the roof of my house.
I started to prayed to god.

Sand to the dusty ground,crying in sheer desperation.
I was left disorientated and understandably confused.

The relationship between me & him~
My heart was stabbed with a thousand steely knives.....

I kept asking god why his`s parents said this kind of things to me?

WHAT THE HELL is that?

It`s unfair to me....

Why he lied to me?

WHY?

Dear Jesus,where`d you go?
I need the answer right now.
PLEASE.......



告诉你们一个秘密....
其实,不只是能在冲涼哭而已.
在雨中也是能哭的,因为没有人会知道你是在哭.





2 comments:

Forever Love said...
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Forever Love said...

cry cry cry,pig er you,that day nite i not come inside to hug you mer,u still bite me...hehe..anyways dont cry d...i love you forever and more...take care..i will always beside you this lovely pig...